Sleep study

Hey Boo Boo. Let’s move quickly, before Mr. Ranger figures out what I’ve done …

Friday was a frustrating day for me. I really wanted to get some work done, but I got kind of caught up in the whole sleep study thing. Speaking of which, I went in Thursday night and they hooked me up to all the leads before putting me to bed. I woke up around 5 AM and the facilitator said that I couldn’t leave until 6 for liability reasons (8 hours after I took the Ambien CR). She unhooked me from the monitor and I took my time getting dressed. I then packed up and left around 6:15. Ever since I first spoke to the sleep specialist, I seem to be constantly tired. I don’t know if it is physical or mental, but I have to figure out a way to consistently get some sleep. I got a message from work that there was some of my usual work to do, so I let the flowcharts and moved to trailer diagrams. Or at least I tried to move to trailer diagrams. I tried every conceivable method to work on them, but I could not get a simple procedure to run. I even got some error messages that made me believe I had corrupted the database somehow. Microsoft was kind enough to repair it and I tried to reset the pathways to where they were originally. After spending all day on Friday and part of Saturday morning manipulating files with no positive effect I gave up. I sent my boss an email letting him know what I had done and telling him about my future plans for work and therapy. I think he understands what I’m going through. It’s just a shit rolls downhill society so I have to feel the pressure he is getting from above. Oh well, I’ll deal with it and move on because that is all I can do. I think I’m going to try the bourbon method of sleep tonight. Peace homey lover friends.

PS: The preliminary thinking is that I don't have the sleep apnea. Instead my mind is playing tricks on me, sort of. I sleep restlessly and my nerves are most likely to blame.